Growing
Life has been “unexpected” lately for me. I’m not really where I want to be (in many ways). Sometimes I think I hit rock bottom, but I know if it was rock bottom I’ve lived a fortunate life.
Life is about new experiences, and growing and learning from them. I now feel in many ways that I’ve lived an innocent and naive existence. It isn’t very often that one experiences something that is truly life changing. Something that alters your perception. Your perception of your past, your present, your future. Your perception of things you hear, people you meet. I still walk the same ground I walked before, but I see things that were unseen before.
Regardless of the outcome, I will have grown tremendously. Perhaps at great cost to my present self if things don’t work out as I hope (my future self may think differently, which my present self thinks is sad).
Feeling, living, growing.